Life's been throwing me curve balls!

I've been nannying full time for the cutest little boys ever. The two boys are 4 months and 5 months. I really love them! However, Friday I got an engineering job offer to do some consulting work. The offer is really tough to turn down. I told my friend and employer on Friday because I thought she should know that I was considering this offer. As you can imagine she was quite upset...which me, having this terrible characteristic of feeling other peoples feelings and wanting everyone to be happy, felt even more terrible. This made for a teary and restless night.